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2012年07月08日 - Du - ~Haven Seeking~

(source: imagineallof)

 The artist of this manip is Brilliant!

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To myself:

I've a crush on you for almost three years, Col.  You are such a good person who brings me a new world along with so many nice people as you always are. 

Thank you,Col. And from now on, I will set you as another sort of idol in my life. 

Have you remember what you said in your alma mater 60th anniversary celebration video? You, as an honorable alumini, said, "Nothing is unworthy of your time and commitment", which now is one of my two mottoes(The other is "Truth is shit".)  But " what is worthy of my life to fight for/ what is my next phase target in my life" I asked myself for several times and here came my birthday. I have to choose the next direction, no loitering, no jibber-jabber,  'cause it is MY LIFE HIGHWAY. 

Walking towards a folk road, where I decide to go? what I'm determined to do? 

Can this Colin Morgan guy tell me? Bullocks. 

Do I still live as a fan girl? Nah. Things change. People grow.

Right, Colin? You dedicate yourself to the career you love most and to me, 'career' is a big word, I'd rather call it "my likes", I'll find the way to upper field of my like. However tough it is, how lonely I'll be, maybe I'll just gain nothing at all, as you said, "You can walk away knowing that you did your best, and if you didn't get it, it wasn't your fault because you did the work." So I decide to go.

I say to you here that any fangirl blah, fanart or fanfic lessened doesn't mean my focus on you is blurred. It's merely not so obvious as usual. 


When I've made my mind, I mean it.


Vielen Dank.

Lea

(My German name I choose to call myself)


P.S.

?bung macht den Meister. 

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